Hey all, I know you guys have been very concerned and anxious bout me the past week. I've been really touched and thankful for everything that all of you have done. Seriously, its beause of you guys that I managed to get through the week. I'm really glad that I have you guys as a bunch of friends. No regrets. Its been almost a week since everything has passed. To be honest, its still painful for me and to say that I am already fine would be a lie. In fact I am regretting most of the time. However, afterall it was a choice I chose to make and its something I have to learn how to face. I guess now its time for me to learn how to let go and start to move on. I will be fine my friends. It won't be long before I start smiling like I use to, so do not worry bout me anymore k =). This is something I guess I gotta learn how to cope myself at the end of the day. Can't always turn to you guys for every little small thing which I get upset about. But once in a while still must listen to me whine k =). Thank you for sticking through me all these while accepting my choices and taking my tantrums. I may not express it but I really appreciate every single thing you guys did.

Vina: Thank you for understanding me and standing the grouchy me you saw oer the weekend. I appreciate all the little gestures you did. Even a pat on my head really made me feel your love and concern. I'm so thankful for having you as my sister. Someday I will tell you the full story k.

Hall peeps: I guess constantly having fun and laughter with you guys really helped me to put my mind off things. A million thanks. =)

Yue Shan: Thank you for the hot chocolate which really warmed my heart and it came at the most opportune time.

Leon: My circle of trust friend!!!! Thank you for your sensitivity and passing me a tissue when I need it. Its really nice to know that I do not have to put on a facade in front of you. The amount of help and happiness you rendered me extends to beyond just this week. Hall life would be really different without you. All the chit chat sessions have been an integral part of my life. Thank you bro!!! I will dedicate a post complete with pictures to you soon. Don't worry.

Liling: Sigh without you, I really will not know how to survive in hall. You are like my oxygen babe! You have no idea how glad I am to have known you in hall. The amount of support you provided me is immense and the care and concern you gave me is something I will always remember and cherish. Thank you for just silently being with me when I am at my weakest. I hate breaking down when I am out with people. Yet with you I know I can always be my true self. Thank you girl. My gratitude for you seriously cannot be expressed with words. Just do know that I will love you forever k and you are one of the greatest gifts given to me in uni life. =) I wish that you are happy too. When you need a listening ear or a fat shoulder to cry on, you can always turn around and look for me k. =) Leon don't be jealous that hers is 5 lines longer than yours k. =)

Yizhi: Babe!!! I know I can always count on you when I am in trouble. You are one person whom I know I can turn to even if we have not contacted for some time. I guess our friendship has blossomed to such an extent that we know that we will be there for each other no matter what happens. Its amazing how after such a long period of time, 14 years to be exact, we can still remain close. Factor in the fact that in between we do not talk all that much. I have no idea how we do that. Do not worry for me k!! I know you mentioned that I am one of the strongest girl that you know and don't worry I won't make you change your impression of me. I love you babe and wish you happiness in everything you do!! When you are stressed just come look for me k I will always be around to entertain you. =) I will treat you to your long overdue meal soon k. Next time when you get too busy don't worry I will go to ADM to look for you.

Xinyi: Pretty girl!!! Thank you for your constant sms to ask me bout how I'm doing. It never fails to warm my heart and put a smile on my face. With all your care and concern I just cannot afford to let a tear fall down my face. I always knew how concerned you are bout me =). Its nice to know that you are so supportive in all my decisions. You always ask me to follow what my heart wants and never ever judge the things I do. I think accpeting each others decision and wishing the best for each other is the most beautiful thing in our friendship. I love you girl!! Don't worry I will get my passport done and we can enjoy a good weekend out together k. =) We better get into the mood of studying soon and lets study together!!! When you are back in hall you better come find me once in a while to eat together k. Better don't always hide!!! Anyway really thank you. =)

For everybody else that have made me smile in a way or another, thank you. I may not thank you in person over here but all the concern you guys have shown to me is really appreciated. I'm glad that to have known you peeps!! No worries people, I promise I will get back on my feet k. I will learn how to move on. Once again, thank you.

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